Tuesday, November 30, 2010

2012

2012?
世界末日?

不是的!
它只不过是另一场灾难,
就好象911,512 这样。
只不过它比较长一点,
范围广一点,
牵涉的是全世界,
或者更应该说是全宇宙。
以及这场灾难过后所带来的改变,
并不只是破坏,
而是进化,
人类,将从三次元的世界进入五次元的世界,
人类,将在心灵上,有更大的提升,
人类,不再有纷争,
还有很多很多。

问问你自己,
想改变这场灾难吗?
我有这个能力吗?

相信我,
你有!
每个人都有!
你不只有能力,
你更有责任!

那要怎么做?
应该怎么做?
没有方向?

你知道的,
你只是没察觉而已,
你时常都有听到,
可你的心却不愿意去接受,
当然就不会察觉啊!

让我在这里提醒提醒你吧,
很简单而已。

第一,
吃素,
eh hem!本人在此郑重声明,我不是因为本身是素食所以这样写,这都是有科学根据的哦~
吃素救地球,有听过吧?
但我想,你们应该没有去想为什么会有这样一个说法吧?
到底是为什么呢?
因为,如果我们直接摄取植物类的食物,我们可以省去很多很多饲养牲畜的饲料。
为什么要那么麻烦,为了它们吃植物性食物,我们再去杀它们来吃,不是很多此一举吗?
再来,你想一想,你要杀它们时,它们会有多么的伤心,怨恨,这些负面的情绪是会在它们的身体里产生一种毒素,吃进这些毒素,对你有什么好处啊?
你又有没有发现,素食者,都比其他人开心,比别人好脾气呢?
为什么啊?也是这些毒素在作祟。

第二,
心念,(这也是最重要的)
现在已经进入了 “心灵世界”,
就是说我们的一个想法,一个念头,都可以改变世界,
这可不是盖的,
可能你不知道,
我们的所产生的每一个想法,一个念头,
都会产生一种电磁波,而这个电磁波的力量是大到我们都无法想象的,
好的心念,产生的电磁波当然是有建设性的,相反地,坏的心念,产生的电磁波当然是有破坏性的。
如果所有人,都有一颗好的,这个力量是很强大的。
你一定在想,不可能,对吗?
谁说的?世界上有什么是不可能的?而要让它变成可能,不从你自己身上开始,你还要等到其他人做了你才做吗?那如果每个人都这样等来等去的,这个世界就完了。你不只要比他们快,还要将这信息传达出去!

所以,用想一想,到底,你,我们,应该怎么做,才能帮助这个世界。

你不需要想太远,不需要想到2012后你会怎样,那一些,上帝自有 祂 的安排,不用我们操心。
我们要想的要做的,是现在。

我能说的就这么多,天机不可泄露。
信也好,不信也罢,我说的是事实,剩下的,就看你自己的想法了。
若你造我所说的去做,我会很高兴,当你去向其他人解释时遇到困扰,疑问,随时来找我,我会尽量帮你解答,帮不到的,我会请其他朋友帮忙。

你或许不会相信,我自小就身长在一个与众不同的环境,一个让我比同龄朋友想法要更成熟,知道的要更多的环境。在这里也不方便说。只是,请你相信我,我说的是事实,若不是天时走到这个地步,我也不想写这些,透露天机不是开玩笑的。

就这么多了。
想一想吧。
谢谢。


共勉之。

Friday, November 26, 2010

::: I should :::

I should


I should have not care so much about him,
I care too much,
He's no one to me, or I should say I'm no one to him,
He's just someone that took a small place in my heart,
So what? I shouldn't care so much anymore,
From this second onwards.
Caring too much is, tiring.

I think I should continue to wait,
Wait for that him that I waited for years,
I see more possibility on me and him rather than that him that I just fall for,
I don't see a single possibility between me and that him that I just fall for,.
And we have waited so long for each other,
Why don't we just continue to wait?
Till both of us, finish our study,
Maybe I shouldn't think about love now.
What I need to do is,
STUDY, STUDY and STUDY.

I should learn,
To stay alone,though it's hard,
I scare to be alone.
I don't like that feeling,
But, I have to get used to it,
Because not all the time I'll have someone with me,
To cling on,
To depends on.

I should learn to say NO,
When I don't want to do something,
It's kinda hard for me to do it cause I know it hurts that person that hear it,
But,I have to,
For my own sake,I mean, so that some people can't simply take benefit from me.

Yeah~I should.
=)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Internet down

Yesterday Night, when I came back from dinner, I tried to online and,aha~ --'' Radio server not responding, WTH... Fine, I watched movie, The Phantom of The Opera..Nice oh~ It wasn't my first time watching, but, I just like it. Haha~ :P

Okay, this is not the main thing I want to talk about. HAHAHA! I wanna touch on University students life without internet. :D Oh, especially my friend, to be exact ---> Henry Cheah

SO what happened was,
He called me, " Cannot online leh.... What to do? Nothing to do leh... Tell me what to do?!"
" ... " "Go sleep, study or play game la~!!"
" I don't want to sleep yet, and I don't have the mood to study. Game ah? I play till bored already leh... "
" watch movie lo..."
" I watched finish already."
==''' " I have Vampire Sucks,but it's with Michelle...You ask her la..."
"You help me ask la.."
" You ask yourself la..Now you want to borrow wor,not me,not sincere leh,like this..." =='''

There was a saying that if you want to kill a College student, all you need to do is to cut their internet connection...
Now,I found it quite true..aha~Get a life la weyyyy~XP
NOT ON ME~:P
I'm not that teruk yet...aha~:P


Just now Michelle texted me that can online already,
LOL
And after that we found that,
We're bored not matter we can online or not.aha~
But don't know why, we just come online everyday,
It has been a routine, 
That we do everyday,
For no reason.==
Shall I change this habit?lol

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

22nd November 2010

I was to blog this yesterday,
But, STOOOOOOOPIDDDDDDDDD EBB don't allowed me to,
So,damn,
I blog this one day later.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....


Heihei~!!
I just enrolled last morning~ :D
And so of course I got my timetable la~! Aha~!! 
Hooray~!!!
This timetable was just pretty awesome and....NICE!!!
Bwahahaha


So,as you can see,that is my timetable~ :D
The green coloru highlighted wan is Lab, 
AND~~~~~
I'm allowed to choose for Chemistry lab, either Tuesday or Thursday,
AND~~~~~
If I choose Tuesday's lab,
THAT MEANS~~~~
I only have 8am class on Friday!!!
Woohoo~~~~
Bwahahaha
NICE right? 
Agree?!haha

Oops, come to holiday~
Aha~
My first holiday will be on 7th Dec,
Errr, Awal Muharram?
Argh,I found this semester we don't have 2 weeks break anymore.. =(

Anyway~ I have 6 subjects this semester,
I had 7 for my first semester... hoho~ Yeah~
GREAT~!!!!

I HAVE TO WORK HARD THIS SEMESTER!!!
4.0, I KNOW YOU"RE WAITING FOR ME!
(wanna get full scholarship for my degree~ :P)
PLEASE BE THERE,WAIT FOR ME! :)

Monday, November 22, 2010

That New "old" House

That small old little house,
Where all my joy and happiness left at.

3rd Aunt called me few days ago,
Aunt: Hey,you on hoiliday?
Me:   Yeah~Why?
Aunt: Are you free on 29th and 30th?
Me:   Guess no~I think my class started already. Why ah?
Aunt: No la~ Just that I'm moving on that day, wanna ask if you free to help or not.

Few months back,
3rd Aunt says she's selling her house already,
She's was looking for a new house.
Then she asked dad if he wants to sell our old house.
At first dad don't really wanna sell it,
Then....aha~
I have soooo many auntiessss...
They keep pursuing dad to sell it to 3rd aunt,
So, finally dad agree to sell it.

I was kinda happy that time,
But...
Few days ago,
My brother tells me that,
That house is under renovate and,
She renovate a lotttttttttt!!!

WTH...
No meaning for me to go back there also...
I can't find back my memory from that new "old" house...
Anymore...

Kinda sad that I never took picture for my old house.

New Sem, New Me~

Today is 22nd November 2010,
The first day of my second semester in INTI.=D
So fast! Second semester already! hoho~ =)
Okay~Fine,I don't want to go into that,I have been repeating that for times. xP

So here start my new semester,
I should start with a new me as well~!!
I must change! hoho~
Change back like how it was when I first came here. ^^
*Lets see if I can do it~*

Going for enrollment later...
Hopefully this semester timetable won't be so pack and...
I don't want 8am class!!!! =P
Hehehehe
Go Go Go~~ Oleh Oleh Oleh~
Go Jennie!! aha~ =D

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Result~Grrrrr~// 5N1 ♥

I thought result will only been release on 22nd Nov when I come back,
Who knows,
Siva gave me a big hit on my head,
He says the result will be released on 19th Nov on Eramis,
OMG!!
I didn't know it will be this fast.haha

So 18th Nov,I tried to log in,lolx..
Cause I know of course they have to upload one day earlier ma..aha~
Who knows,I can't even open the log in page.=='''
When the night come,
errr..
haha,embarrassed to say that,
I actually totally forgot about this thing.hoho~
12am+
Thank God that I normally don't sleep early.aha~
I only remember it when I saw my friends posting on Facebook saying that the result is out!
I was so nervous that time.><
Scared my result not very good.><
So then I logged in to eramis,
And
Finally~
I get my result!!!
2A 4B 1C
aha~C...><
Whatever la~Thats MPW,
Don't wanna bother it.:P
ehm...CGPA,3.162...
Round off is 3.2 lo...aha~=P
hohoho~
I got so high after that,
^_<
So whoever that was online that time,
You know la...haha
How many statuses I posted on Facebook.lol
And all those who were online also very high,
haha,
Disscussing here and there.lol
Great to know they passed!
Ahhh~Michelle missed all this.xP
But I forgot one thing,
I forgot to think about others.><
I forgot that some of my friends might fail..
After that I shut up,
I dare not to ask others' result,
I scared to hear bad news from them,
Though I'm very curious to know.
Then I went to sleep with a big big smile~

Second day,I went to Eramis again,
Aha~Michelle says she can't log in,
So I went and try lo...==
Really cannot.
Afternoon all wake up d,online,
Krishna posted on 5N1's wall,
He called exam centre,
They say the result in Eramis is not confirm,
They asked us to check again on 20th...
zzzz
Damn scare that time,
I prayed hard so that there's no change in my result,
If yes also change my English to A...hehehehe
Night,this time I didn't forget,
haha
12am sharp,
I went to log in,
"This account has been disabled"
Damn,WTH is this?
Tried many times,then I give up...=(
I went to sleep,hoho~
I woke up damn early today,haha~
Just to check that result.lol
Thank God it is UP.lol
My result is still the same.==
okay~fine~

                         
Back to my friends,
Sad to know that some of them didn't pass.=(

Ahhhh~
5N1 will never complete anymore without you guys...
I will never forget the memory that we had together =')

Love you guys so much~
See you guys again~
Will miss all of you.=)
  5N1  
The unity
Will never fade.
The best class ever~
                         

Saturday, November 20, 2010

♥♥~I'm Monkey~♥♥

屬猴的人性格很奇怪,有時候超愛說話,有時候可以一天不說話,高興的時候,會拼命的說話,不高興的時候,一句話也不說。 屬猴的人不愛記仇,但誰對他好誰對他不好,他還是記得很清楚的。
屬猴的把真實的自己藏於半夜的寂靜和午夜明朗的笑聲中。
屬猴的最注重的就是安全感。希望被保護,卻常常是一個人。
屬猴的不容易愛上一個人,但一旦愛上便很難自拔。一旦受傷,總是被傷的很深,只有幾個貼心朋友。

屬猴的是個很愛撒嬌的孩子、 屬猴的喜歡海,喜歡顧影自憐。喜歡自己舔傷口。
屬猴的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他們會突然在大笑中沈默,感覺悲傷。
屬猴的心裏想什麼從來不說,別人也猜不到。
屬猴的嘴上說不在乎、心裏卻早已悲涼、心裏的那把火早已熄滅 。

屬猴的選擇了沈默、不在像以前那樣摯熱的去追求某樣東西 。
屬猴的總是很愛回憶、回憶以前的點點滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想著。
屬猴的座的人天生敏銳,與生具備的第六感,對人的內心有超乎尋常的洞察力。但他們會把這些東西放在心裏,他可以把你的眼神、內心看得很清楚,但卻不會告訴你,他用旁觀的態度判定虛偽。
屬猴的座的人不懂甜言蜜語,不屑拍馬屁 。
屬猴的座的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人 。

屬猴的人不會真的發火,就算生氣,也很快忘記!
屬猴的人只對真正懂他的人,展示他的創造性,他的情緒他變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視,當他越是沈默,就代表他越是生氣 。
屬猴的人可能看起來很凶,其實內心是最柔軟的 。
屬猴的人看起來很冷淡,但那只是保護自己的方法 。
屬猴的人很重視友情,但被傷害後絕對不再友善

屬猴的人很容易被感動,但感動中又保有理智 。
屬猴的人可能看起來很堅強,其實是最脆弱的 。
屬猴的人可能很愛哭,但他的哭並不代表認輸 。
屬猴的人可能看起來很笨,其實大智若愚 。

屬猴的人可能做事很毛躁,但內心很細心 。
屬猴的人天生敏感和細膩,卻會用心鑒定 。

屬猴的懦弱,受了傷之後,只知道躲在無人的地方獨自哭泣 。

屬猴的虛偽,明明已經心痛到無法呼吸,還要在最愛的他面前假裝堅強;不輕易讓任何人走進他自己獨自的世界

屬猴的笑容,無論開心或者悲傷,都是一臉笑容,笑容,是他們偽裝自己最好的武器

屬猴的眼淚,從不輕易讓人看見,他的淚,從來只有她知道,只是,誰又知道,在他們的笑臉背後,埋藏的是深深的悲傷,笑的越開心,傷的越深 。

屬猴的退縮,屬猴的,永遠不會輕易說愛或者喜歡,除非真的喜歡到了極點,否則,要他們表白幾乎不可能,但是,一旦表白,就是不遺餘力的付出,即使知道這樣做換來的結果可能是深深的傷害…

屬猴的,永遠只可能做同一件事兩次,表白也一樣,同一個人,只可能聽到他們向你最深的表白兩次,兩次之後,就是絕對的安靜了…即使仍然深愛著,他們也沒有勇氣再說第三遍我愛你…他們的退縮,不能重複一件事第三次 。

屬猴的愚蠢,不懂的怎麼挽回深愛的人的心,只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈禱。

受了傷的 屬猴的,只會在角落獨自忍受錐心的痛。

屬猴的:體貼第一名,愛吃第一名JENNIE IS FEELING HAPPY,愛家第一名,孝順第一名,多愁善感第一名。

如果你愛上 屬猴…請你疼愛生肖猴。。。哈哈。。。
JENNIE IS IN LOVE

35 facts.lol

1。要殺死一個大學生最好的辦法是拔掉他的網路線

2。青春就像衛生紙。看著挺多的,用著用著就不夠了。

3。每個不整理房間的女人都是亂室佳人

4。遇到瓶頸還不是最慘,慘得是過了瓶頸,還有瓶塞...

5。男人喜歡女人像貓一樣,女人喜歡男人像狗一樣!

6。常常說"你不懂啦!"的人--通常連自己也不是很懂...

7。我在臺面上覆蓋一疊零分考卷,結束這學期!

8。時間就像乳溝,擠一下就有了

9。有錢時,口氣很大 沒錢時,火氣很大

10。當別人覺得你的成就都是屁時 是因為他們沒看見你努力在大便

11。自從我變成了狗屎,就再也沒有人敢踩在我頭上了

12。『沒關係』 總是講給自己聽的。

13。今天不努力工作,明天努力找工作。

14。你不能讓所有人滿意,因為不是所有的人都是人!

15。男人喜歡不懂裝懂,女人喜歡懂裝不懂!

16。計劃永遠趕不上變化,變化永遠比不上有力人士的一通電話。

17。待人處事,就像瞄準一樣,睜一隻眼閉一隻眼比睜兩隻眼厲害多了。

18。上了賊船,就要當賊王!!

19。樹多必有枯枝,人多必有白痴!樹不要皮,必死無疑;人不要臉,天下無敵

20。人生中最好走的路就是下坡路

21。一帥解千愁,一醜萬古憂

22。擅長找藉口的人很少擅長其他的事

23。時間抓起來就是金子,抓不住就是流水。

24。退潮才知道誰在裸泳。

25。好人就是掏心掏肺掏時間掏錢包,但就是不能掏老二。

26。機會,就像老二,緊握就會變大
生活,就像強姦,不能反抗,就要學會享受
工作,就像輪姦,你不行了,別人就上
讀書,就像嫖妓,出錢又出力
兄弟,就像保險套,桶多大的婁子都幫你兜著
生活,就像自慰,全部的事情都要靠著自己的雙手

27。人的一生就像在拉屎,有時你已經很努力了,可出來的只是一個屁

28。男人有錢就變壞,女人變壞就有錢

29。我沒有愛情史...我的愛情只有一堆屎

30。男人最痛心的是-為女人掏心掏肺卻不能掏老二
女人最痛心的是-為男人掏心掏肺他只會掏老二

31。男人做家事,不得了;女人做家事,不得已。

32。女人總擔心男人所忘記的事,男人總擔心女人所記得的事。

33。『期待』這件事,早在出生的時候就被剪斷了!

34。不要往井裡吐痰,將來你也許會喝井裡的水。

35。姑娘個個好,壞老婆從哪裡來?

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

YOU ARE NOT ALONE ;)

Another day has gone
I’m still all alone
How could this be
You’re not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart
But you are not alone

‘Lone, ‘lone
Why, ‘lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I’ll come runnin’
And girl you know that I’ll be there
I’ll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart

For you are not alone…

You're Not Alone

You're Not Alone, by Michael Jackson.
I always listen to this song,
Even my caller ringtone is this song,
People always thought that I like MJ a lot.

No actually,
I only like this song,
I love this song very much.

There's always a reason why I like it,
I like this song,
Very much,
I'm just using it to hypnotize myself,
That,
I'm not alone,
Because,
I have you,
By my sides,
Just that,
I don't know...

I like it this way~

After final,
It's the time for me to come back to the reality,
To face the reality,
I have to solve the problems.

When I was still in Nilai,
I was still thinking what to do,
How to solve it?
I got no idea at all.

Now,
The previous problem is solved by its own,
Greatz!!!
Really,children shouldn't get involved with adult's problems,
We live our own life,
Do whatever we want,
Their problem?Let them bother.xP

My brother's one?
Before I could find out his school's number,
He's already in holiday.= ="
Fine,first step failed.
By the way,from my observation this few days,
He's ok la...
Hopefully he remain this way la...

I like it this way,
I don't need to get headache.haha~

My life here in INTI is sucks >< haiz...

Yeah,don't need to rub your eye,
I'm saying that my life here in INTI is sucks,
But~
There is a BUT,hahaxP
But,in the aspect of lifestyle.Hihihi

When I first came here,
I wash my clothes daily by using hand-wash,
Now,
I wash my clothes weekly by using machine.

When I first came here,
I sleep before 12am come,
Now,
I'm like: 12am? Still early la...

When I first came here,
I will make sure I wake up at 6am everyday,
Now,
I sleep like a pig until I late for class sometimes.=S

When I first came here,
I make sure I eat breakfast before I go for class,
Now,
I skip my breakfast because I wake up late.


Conclusion: People get lazier from time to time.=/

What kind of life is this?
Damn!!
I gotta change!! No way!

OMG!!!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Final~

WOW~!!
I've done my first sem finally!!
I've just finished my FINALS!!!
YAY!!!!!!
=p

I was in Michelle's room since study break,
I stayed there,
I study there,
and I eat there,
The only time I go back to my room is bathe time.xD
Because of me,she sleep with the lights on almost everyday...Sorry..><
THANK YOU Michelle Tai!!!
Love you!!!
Muacks~!! ♥ ♥ 


Okay~
So ow I finished my Final,OUR final...^^
I moved back to my room yesterday.
hoho~
I was thinking to take a long rest after that,
But then,DAMN!!!
I don't know what my roommate did in this 2 weeks + time,
MY TABLE IS FULL WITH HAIRS!!!
Since when table can grow hair?!?!?!
WT*!!!
I would have killed her if she was there.
So then I started to clean my table,
And since I'm cleaning my table,
I continue to clean my wardrobe and all others as well.= =|||
So the conclusion is,I cleaned the whole room.
*scolding myself* :Idiot! I should sleep!
I took a short nap after cleaning,
Finally...haha
Really short,cause I scare I overslept and my transport will leave.><

I woke up,online played here and there for awhile...lol
Damn bored,
But no mood for blog,haha...
Then I started decorating that softboard in my room.XDXD
And my car arrive when I was halfway decorating the board.><

Reached home around 11,I watched tv with dad for awhile,
Then come online,
and sleep.LOL
Exhausted,really...
Till now,I'm still tired.hoho~

And hell yeah~
Guess what?!?!
I folded HUNDREDS of shirts and packed THOUSANDS of shirts today.
T_T
There goes my Saturday...
Dad's company is kinda busy recently,
Dont know whay so many people wanna print T-shirt for korban...
Hoho~But I just knew what is korban and Hari Raya Haji today.HAHAHA
Thanks to these shirts also...= =

There's still lots to blog,
Just wait till I finish helping my dad in factory then will update again.
Haha~
Hopes that I won't need to go after tomorrow.><
Hope can finish everything tomorrow.=P
Lets hope.haha

Tired~~~~><

Monday, November 8, 2010

I miss...


I miss waiting for you to fetch me after school
I miss complaining to you on everything
I miss eating you dishes
I miss you nagging on me
I miss you telling me to sleep earlier when I study till very late
I miss that old small house
Where all our joy and happiness was left at.

I miss you...

22th Dec 2010 will be the second year anniversary you leave me,
Or the third year in Chinese saying,
That day is will be dong zhi,
A day where usually people gather the whole family together and eat tang yuan,
But I can never have that chance anymore,
I think I have class that day,
Won't be able to go home to pray for you,
Or attend any function they will have for you,
I guess.=(
Perhaps I will go Nilai Memorial Park to see you after class,
But I don't wanna go alone,
Who can accompany me to go there?=(


I mean,hoho~
I will be taking taxi,
Scare to go alone...><