Roommate wanted!!!

I don't know, since when, I'm afraid of darkness.
I just realize about it recently.
I always sleep with lights on when I sleep alone,
I realize that I can't sleep when I off the light,
I can only sleep with the lights off only when I'm not alone.
I don't know what actually happened that made me like this.
Perhaps it started since you leave?
Before this I always have a roommate or at home, the room that I'm already used to it,
Thats why I just realized, after my roommate left.
And now,even at home, that room that I'm already get used with it, I have to sleep with the lights on.
So now, I'm desperate for a roommate.

ROOMMATE WANTED!!!!

Goodbye's The Saddest Word

♥ ♥Mamma♥ ♥

You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye

Goodbye mamma,

You'll always live in my heart,

I'm always waiting for the day to come,

The day I'll meet you again,

But before it comes,

I promise,

I'll live my life to the fullest,

I won't disappoint you.

Love always,

Your beloved and the only daughter.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

23 Dec 2010

23 Dec 2010,Raining
YAY!!!
Today is our last day of class for 2010!!!
Everything was as usual until night. hehe

We went to AO at night,
So many of us.^^
Me, Michelle,Ying Xze,Priya,Jia Yun,Khai Sheng,Pang,Vincent,Adam,Kang,Siva,Vima,Bala....
They all playing dota, me, michelle and ying xze play poker and uno.:P

Priya's birthday is on the next day,
So Siva,Vima and Bala celebrated for her.><
Pity her got pour with Pepsi.><
I only kena plain water, DAMN COLD YOU KNOW!!!
I was shaking in the AO after that.><

After that me and Michelle helped Chia Hui to move from block D to block E Michelle's room. :D
She moved to Michelle's room!^^
Exhausted after that.><
So we went out to buy some drinks and back to AO again.haha
Play with poker cards.
It was so nice!
We play till 5am.:P
There was one thing that I will never forget,
AHHHHHHHH~!!!! from Pang.(LOL)
I was shocked by that.HAHAHAHA
^^

I love my classmates.^^

Oh,stupid idiot babi cheah guang cheng.><
He went back so early, on Thursday evening.
Left me alone to take bus on Friday.><
T__T

Success

SUCCESS


What does success means to you?


I don't know the definition of it,
But I know how does it is like...
I only know someone who archive very high success in life,
My mom.


Mom, you really archive a very high level of success in your life,
I never ever heard anyone telling his/her hatred on you,
You get the respect from everyone who knows you,
And after 2 years you leave us,
Everyone still remember you,
Every time when talking to someone,
For 100% sure they will talk about you, with a feel of commiserate...
Every year, when the year just started,
We, this group of people who never forgot you,
Already flip through the calendar, searching for the year end,
And see when is your death anniversary.
You brought a very big influence to everyone besides you,


You,  
Really,
Very successful in your life.


MOM!!! You're MY IDOL!!!
I will learn from you!
I promise!
I'll do my best! :)


♥MoM♥!!!
Miss you. xoxo

phew~ Thank God! ^^

Yesterday daddy sent me to his factory after picking me up from Subang INTI,
Then I went to the office to "do homework" :P
HAHAHAHA, I'm fb-ing more than doing homework.
Hehehehe

Everything was ok until they finish work.
Okay~It was 6+, so the workers all finished their work and went back home,
Daddy don't know where. haha
The last one to came out was my elder brother,
He closed the door and then went back also. = =
Left me and my youngest brother alone outside there waiting for dad.

So I called daddy, he said he'll be back in awhile,
So we wait lo~
Wait, wait and wait...
And comes 2 foreign worker from somewhere,
I guess they are Indonesian or Bangladesh.
Keep staring at me and then squadding at somewhere quite near to where I stood.
Thank God there were some uncle from other factory was chit-chatting outside their factory,
so I asked my brother to go there with me,
I say that two fellow is dangerous.
And my stupid brother is really stupid,
He go near them to have a look some more. = =|||

Thanks to those uncle, if not we 2 sure die liao la~
And I won't be blogging here also.><
Then after awhile daddy came,
chit chat with uncle while waiting for his customer...

Then I saw that 2 fellow walk away, purposely pass by where I was(taking a big round)
IDIOT!
Keep staring some more! feel like cucuk-ing their eyes. :P


Thank God!
Thanks mom!
for your blessing. :)

Sot Tai and the Sot Yun!!!

WOW!
you know what?
yesterday was this 2 fellow's 100 days anniversary,

CONGRATULATION!!!!!

and we went to sing k together at night~^^
so long didn't sing k liao.><

Perhaps SC should go together next time?
hor? Nico, Ivana, Angeling? ^^
Hehehehehehehe

late posting

14th Dec 2010, sunny

I cried last night, for so many times. I don't know why, till when I came back to my room at around 11pm, I was like thinking back on everything that happened, I realize today's date,
Yeah,today is the day when you leave me 2 years ago.
14th Dec,how could I forget this?!?!

I cried three times last night, for three different reasons, but for the same person.

I think back when you were in Sunway hospital, struggling on the bed, that mum that is not my mum, I didn't have a single feel that tell me that is my mum. That was totally not you. I remembered that day, when daddy came home with my lunch, and asked me to pack my things, telling me that I have to stay in the hospital overnight, your situation is getting worst, and just when I reached there, you're not you, you don't recognize anyone there, even me, nor daddy. Just awhile, I'd been told you must change to Selayang hospital. It was like just awhile, such a big change.

Then I think back when we reached Selayang hospital, you still struggling, on the bed, many people there, some followed us from Sunway hospital, some rushed here when they get the news. And it was just another AWHILE, the doctor gave you some medicine, and make you sleep, like, forever.

Everything was like just awhile, and when I think back, only I realize, all this happened just in TWO WEEKS! JUST TWO WEEKS! From the first hospital(I forgot the name), then to Sunway and lastly Selayang hospital. It was just two weeks!

Think back and think back, I also realize that I've successfully controlled myself, to only cry in dark. I just won't cry, never, when the light is on, nor when the sun is shining big.

22nd Dec, will be the date you leave me according to Chinese traditional calendar, I wanna go to Nilai memorial park to visit you, without flowers, food nor incense, but only fruits, JUST FRUITS!!
I can't even do a little bit things for you before and after you leave.
And I realize I never bought you a pack of food before this, I cooked many times for you, but never bought any nice food for you. T__T

Sorry mum, really,
sorry....

The vege stall in cafeteria is off next week, that means, I have to eat instant noodle for my lunch for the whole week. T___T
Take it positive! Instant noodle is nice! Aren't it? huhu~

媽媽

傳說，媽媽最能夠忍受疼痛。醫學上疼痛分為10級。而生孩子屬於10級疼痛。每一位媽媽把孩子帶到這個世界上來時，都在忍受著這樣的痛苦...... 

傳說，媽媽的心最細膩，孩子的一個眼神，一個細小的變化，媽媽都會關注到，因為媽媽與孩子血肉神經相連心意相通........

傳說，媽媽最操心，日裡夜裡，首先想到的就是她的孩子冷、熱、溫飽、安全...... 

傳說，媽媽的瞌睡最警醒，孩子什麼時候要把尿，什麼時候該餵奶，無論白天媽媽多辛苦，她總是會適時地醒來......

傳說，媽媽最不知道偷懶，哪怕是自己肚子餓著，哪怕自己生著病，也要硬撐著做給孩子吃飽才會滿足，孩子喜歡吃的媽媽一定會說：我不喜歡吃，你都吃了...... 

傳說，媽媽最開心的事情，就是孩子健康成長，積極向上，出人頭地，成家立業。孩子一點點的進步都是媽媽莫大的喜悅。恨不能想天下最美好的事情都讓自己的孩子擁有....... 

傳說，媽媽最嘮叨，對著孩子永遠說著這樣的話：吃飽了麼？穿暖了麼？順心麼？ 注意安全呀，要節約呀，好好做人呀...........

傳說，媽媽很無奈。拉扯著孩子成家立業，媽媽幫孩子帶大了孩子的孩子後，就被冷落到一旁。話多的媽媽，會引起矛盾；話少的媽媽，失落感只有自己默默地消化，給孩子的，永遠是一聲：好好過日子，不要管我........ 

傳說，媽媽最害怕的事情，就是與孩子分離。哪怕在婚姻裡百般委屈千般無奈也會因為舍不下孩子而萬般忍受；哪怕孩子八十歲了，媽媽還是會叫著孩子：我的兒呀....... 

傳說，媽媽最辛苦。提手旁的字媽媽用得最多------抱、擁、撫、摸、搖、拉、扯、指、撿、持、把、扶、......... 

傳說，媽媽的愛最廉價，不要你任何回報，她都在心甘情願地付出著...... 

傳說，媽媽的愛最昂貴，沒有什麼東西可以回報..... 

傳說，媽媽最美麗....... 

傳說，媽媽的愛，無邊...... 

傳說，這種愛始終屬於你...... 

傳說，這種愛一旦念及，就會美好得讓你覺得自己是最幸福的人。 

傳說，媽媽還有很多最，怎麼數也數不清....... 

傳說母愛，每一個人都擁有著。。。。。。。

傳說，这是事实。。。

無論我們的工作生活多麼繁忙，請多關心下媽媽！