HOW?

I wanna write something here...
but...
I don't know if you still have my address
and secretly follow me up...
can't simply write something here...
seems like plurk is the only most private place now...
=(
so kelian meh...haiz...
dilemma ar...
wanna let you know my feeling
but dare not to tell you
scare later we couldn't even be friend some more
how?
How?
HOw?
HOW?