::: I should :::

I should


I should have not care so much about him,
I care too much,
He's no one to me, or I should say I'm no one to him,
He's just someone that took a small place in my heart,
So what? I shouldn't care so much anymore,
From this second onwards.
Caring too much is, tiring.

I think I should continue to wait,
Wait for that him that I waited for years,
I see more possibility on me and him rather than that him that I just fall for,
I don't see a single possibility between me and that him that I just fall for,.
And we have waited so long for each other,
Why don't we just continue to wait?
Till both of us, finish our study,
Maybe I shouldn't think about love now.
What I need to do is,
STUDY, STUDY and STUDY.

I should learn,
To stay alone,though it's hard,
I scare to be alone.
I don't like that feeling,
But, I have to get used to it,
Because not all the time I'll have someone with me,
To cling on,
To depends on.

I should learn to say NO,
When I don't want to do something,
It's kinda hard for me to do it cause I know it hurts that person that hear it,
But,I have to,
For my own sake,I mean, so that some people can't simply take benefit from me.

Yeah~I should.
=)