If, and only IF

Yesterday, I heard Dr Yong and Dr Song were discussing about one girl Dr Yong is treating, who is already in koma, the hospital already surrender, the family members are putting their last hope on Dr Yong. Dr Yong gave her acupunture on the hand, half of the-already-dead-hand came alive on the spot! Dr Yong was saying he will give another needles yesterday night to make her urine come out. Success means it's a success of whole TCM, if failed and he'll get blamed.

Throughout their conversation I was there
Throughout their conversation I was thinking
Throughout their conversation I was wondering

what IF,
I knew Dr Yong 3 years earlier,
Would that bring any changes?
Still now, I'm still curious bout what brings her away.
I wanna find out,
But I don't actually know everything that happened to her,
as...
I wasn't there all the time,
and I was just a little ignorant girl,
who thinks,
mama will recover very soon...

I wanna find it out!

I wanna know why!

I must know what happened!