About That person that I Love the Most In My Life~

Do you know that how much I love you?
Do you know that how much I miss you?
Everyday?
I have a photo of you in my room,
On my Desk,
At the most obvious place,
Just right in front of my face as every time I raise my head,
And I stare at it everyday,
For a few minutes,
It's been a routine,
Which I will repeat everyday,
Which make me feel uncomfortable,
When I don't do it.

No one would ever able to replace you in my heart,
Never.
You'll always be the first one in my heart,
Forever.
The others,
Can only be the second, third, forth and ...
I'm not being selfish,
Just that
You're irreplaceable.

Sometimes,
I just hope that I could die now,
So that I can meet you,
And be at your side,
Never need to separate with you anymore,
Cause this burden is just too heavy for me to carry,
Alone, without you by my side.
I'm too tired,
I always wish that you would just appear,
Even just in my dream,
To tell me what to do,
To help me solve all the problems,
Perfectly,
Like you did last time.
Why don't you give me a dream,
Like what others get?
WHY?

Anyway,
I just wanna let you know,
I'm not a little girl anymore,
I've grown up,
I've learnt many things,
I learnt to take care of a family,
I learnt many many things,
I AM NO MORE A SMALL LITTLE GIRL!
You can live your life happily there,
No worries,
I will take good care of this family,
And no worry,
I won't do stupid thing to get to see you.=]
Though how much I miss you.

Now,
All I know is,
I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
Can you hear me?
MOMMY!!!
Lastly,mom,
Can you bless everyone here?
I saw a lot of disaster happening recently,
I'm so sad bout it.
I promise,I will try my best,
To make the world better.=]