Today~

Today was supposed to be a normal day as usual,
Then it's not anymore started from evening.
It becomes a sad day,
A day which reminds me of you! T_T

I was studying for the whole morning till 4pm.
Then I went to INTIMA office, to help in decorating soft board.
Then my mood starts to change
When they start talking about their mom. =(
First they was talking about why Kelvin don't go back to his hometown,
Kelvin says his mom don't want him to go back.(LOL)
Then Yuga says it's because his mom don't want to see him crying when he comes back to INTI. (LOL)
And then Nico says he cry not because he miss his mom,
Is because his mom doesn't miss him.(LOL)
*I silent*
I was thinking,
It's impossible for any mom to not to miss her child that is so far away from her.
MOM!! Do you miss me???
No answer, I will never know the answer.
Till the day I meet you again.

After that Ee Ling says she's hungry,
Then the others says go home eat mom's home cook dish la...
Kelvin says: Mom's home cook dish is always the best~
Yeah! I agree!
But I don't have the chance anymore...
Again *I silent*
My home cook dish?Yeah! I do have..
80% I am the one that cook! T_T
Mom!! I miss your dishes!!

Then the last thing,
When I was on my way back,
I saw an ambulance,
It remind me of that time when you were to transfer from Sunway Hospital to Selayang Hospital.
I was in the ambulance,
And you were lying inside too, struggling.
Ignoring the stupid noisy siren,
All in my heart was GOD PLEASE BLESS MOM!
Keep repeating and repeating.
Till we reach Selayang Hospital, and still that sentence still spinning in my mind, and my heart.
Back to the ambulance I saw today,
I keep staring at it,
Until it disappeared from my sight,
When we are trapped by traffic light.(I realize that ambulance not really that fast.xP)
And I prayed in my heart, God bless whoever inside there.=)
Oh yeah~I hate ambulance.
And Hospital,and also western medical.
Thats why,don't ask me to go for a doctor when I'm sick.
I WON'T.xP
Unless being force by someone.><

Oh, that's it.
What happened today that messed up my mood.><