About me~

How many of you actually really understand who am I? How many percent do you know about me?
Even I don't really understand myself much...

I'm a girl who looks hard outside but weak inside? I don't know, but I think so, all my weak side are hidden, I'm strong in many people's eyes, this is also why my aunts asked me to take the responsible to hold this family instead of my brothers, and they don't know I'm not capable to do it. I can't refuse, can I?
I hate crying but I love crying in the dark corner. I don't know how could that be, but for sure I only cry in the dark, when there is no one around, when I'm alone, when loneliness and afraid swallowing me. Most of the time I cry for one reason, that is I miss you.
I have a lot of friends because I hate loneliness, I don't like to do things alone, I'm a social animal, I can't live without friends, thats why my friends are very important to me.
I am very protective, don't bully my friends, or family, I'll take revenge, even they never ask me to. I hate people who hurts my friends or family, they are my life, all what is left in my life, I couldn't survive without them, they are everything to me. But if two of my friends hurting each other, what I can do is try to help, but when I can't, I'll just stand and watch, I won't be at any side, I'm neutral, bear in mind, don't force me to choose which friend to give up, I won't. Or I'll choose to give up on the one that force me to. I know I'm greedy, I want both. ><

Heee~This is not all about me, more to be discovered in the future, so do you agree with what I wrote?