When love and hatred meet me

I always don't know how to response when it comes to the matter of love or hate, no matter it happens to me or it happens in front of me. aha :D

Think back when I was in Form 2, a guy confessed to me, I did my best to run away from him, I even tried to make myself as ugly as possible. =.= Now think back I realize how childish I was. >.<

Last year, another Indian guy confessed to me as well, I cried, stupidly. Cause I was frightened, I'm not racist, just because I lost my direction, I didn't know what to do, I don't know how to say NO, I scare.

Saying NO has always been the hardest thing in my life, I don't know how to refuse. >.<

When a fight happened on me (this seldom happen la~lol) or happen between my friends, I always don't know what to do, feel helpless every time this happen. And what I will do is RUN, I'll run away, hide myself, emo in the corner. =P

This is me, 

a typical Libra

and I love my sign. ^^