Why? Why did I choose to major in TCM? Why? Why? Why?

Why? Why did I choose to major in TCM? Why? Why? Why?
I have been asked this question for so many times, especially this 2 days, EVERY single doctors I met had asked me this question. Hmmm, I don't really know how to answer. Shall I say I'm fed-up with western medical?  Shall I say I just wanna make the medic world better? Shall I say it's all because of my mom, who died because of the irresponsible western doctor who is money minded, dragging my mom's precious time then missed the best time to cure? And so causes me to hate western DOCTOR so much? Shall I say it's because western medical is useless since they couldn't find out what had caused my mom's death until now, after 3 years plus? How can I tell them this? I just simply answer them: Maybe because I've a few friends who are in TCM, so slowly by interacting with them I become interested too.

I don't really hate western medical that much, what I actually hate the most are the DOCTORS, I hate their ATTITUDE, their attitude towards the patient, and patients' MONEY. YOU PEOPLE SUCKS.

I hate telling lie but how? I got no choice, I don't want them to think I'm extreme. But this is the truth, what can I do? I don't know. =/